Cuz fuck em that's why.

I've done a fairly good job of amassing enemies and generally pissing people off for the better part of 12 years. People who are content living in a fucking candyland where the world revolves around them. People who are devoid of common sense or A SHRED of decency or humanity.I'll say it until I fucking croak- I believe you have to be a Human Being before you can be a Soldier. What I mean by Human is someone who cares someone who isn't a brainwashed fucking idiot.


I've given quite a bit for the Flag, my Country, my Army ( and it is MY Army) but I have NEVER felt so disenchanted in my life. I don't even feel like It's the same Army. It is without a doubt time for me to move on. I am fucking SICK of hearing my name thrown about by people I thought I could trust. I'm tired of the shit talk, tired of my name being thrown around in company training meetings. Oh yes folks I know WHAT is said and by WHO.


Thank your FUCKING STARS and the Rank that you hold. Thank the fact that I have a Family that ultimately comes before my temper and my emotions.........

I'm fucking tired of this endless circle of grief. I'm tired of being made to feel like less than a man. I'm fucking INJURED. I didnt fuck my back and my knees up playing XBOX you ignorant fucks. I've broken myself physically and mentally doing what I was taught early on..Giving 100%. What has that gotten me? Treatment like a fucking LEPER. Like everything I've done before this means nothing.

I am over this.


The next couple months are for my Family and I. I'm moving on. MY WAY.


THE LANGUAGE YOU SPEAK IS DEAD.

Sucking at life.

I shall return with regularly scheduled Bullshit soon. These last two weeks have been garbage training and diet wise. I just wanted to let all three of you that read this waste of bandwidth that I'm still alive. In fact if you motherfuckers would comment once in awhile it may help. (hint fucking hint)