I've done a fairly good job of amassing enemies and generally pissing people off for the better part of 12 years. People who are content living in a fucking candyland where the world revolves around them. People who are devoid of common sense or A SHRED of decency or humanity.I'll say it until I fucking croak- I believe you have to be a Human Being before you can be a Soldier. What I mean by Human is someone who cares someone who isn't a brainwashed fucking idiot.
I've given quite a bit for the Flag, my Country, my Army ( and it is MY Army) but I have NEVER felt so disenchanted in my life. I don't even feel like It's the same Army. It is without a doubt time for me to move on. I am fucking SICK of hearing my name thrown about by people I thought I could trust. I'm tired of the shit talk, tired of my name being thrown around in company training meetings. Oh yes folks I know WHAT is said and by WHO.
Thank your FUCKING STARS and the Rank that you hold. Thank the fact that I have a Family that ultimately comes before my temper and my emotions.........
I'm fucking tired of this endless circle of grief. I'm tired of being made to feel like less than a man. I'm fucking INJURED. I didnt fuck my back and my knees up playing XBOX you ignorant fucks. I've broken myself physically and mentally doing what I was taught early on..Giving 100%. What has that gotten me? Treatment like a fucking LEPER. Like everything I've done before this means nothing.
I am over this.
The next couple months are for my Family and I. I'm moving on. MY WAY.
THE LANGUAGE YOU SPEAK IS DEAD.
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